I am soooo lost

Loneliness is the worst thing ever. I wish I was like you, the people that enjoy being by themselves.
I am an only daughter and I do not know how to deal with loneliness, isnt that all crooked?
I am just warming up, I need time to develop.
I will come out of my shelf and be who I really need to be.
God knows I have so many things to share.
So many crazy, out of this world, weird, happy, ugly, sad, enchanted, spiritual, real stories to tell.
But I am just beginning.
Let me warm up.
Who else is out there? Hello!!!! Anybody here?